What is life like?

Sometimes there are so many thoughts in my head I can not even sort them out straight. I think I will post about this no wait how about that.........ahhhh so much to say so little time. Lately I have been thinking a lot about "what if". That is so easy to do isn't it! You think you make the right choices in life but life throws you curve balls and you wonder well was that the right choice! I think what I have decided is the best thing to do is stay true to yourself. I mean it is easy to get caught up in the rat race of life- do you buy the Bentley or stick with the Volvo, do I wear Prada for the next photo shoot or Ann Taylor Loft, or how about this one do I go ahead and buy a first class ticket or just hope that I get upgraded and risk having to sit with the commoners! Ugh the agony! It really is stressing me out!

Which is why I am so glad today I had a nice relaxing luxurious day with J Lo and Ashley Olsen and their respective offspring. It was wonderful such a zen day at the CIRCUS! Yeah right are you kidding me! That place is like ADD on crack. Ugh mental and physical overload. But Dennis loved it so hey I once again sacrifice for my child because that's what moms do right! ha!

Michael jetted off to another gig once again! Why am I always left at home- does he really have hoes in different area codes (bad attempt at a rap song reference-ha!)? I have been so busy lately filling my days with activities for little Dennis and myself because we all know- one day at home is one too many but then again I never really have time to stop and smell the gold leave roses planted in the first four acres of my estate. Which is why I have all of a sudden fallen in love with this blog. I really do just love to write. Would you be sad if I quit acting? Would you miss me in the tabloids? Anonymity is wonderful on this blog. Sure a handful of you actually know what show I am on and I am sure many of you know my fabulously famous friends but on the whole I love having a forum to just write.

I have this wonderful unique life that is oh so interesting that I look forward to explaining as the events unfold. My friends have already met with my attorney and signed away their lives so we all know it is perfectly acceptable for me to use and abuse them in my posts! ha! As I figure out the 100% direction to take my writing, bear with me and please please provide feedback! That way I am not surprised about any lawsuits that might pop up in protest!

Well Rosie has just finished peeling my grapes and is about to start alphabetizing my spice rack. Better go speak to her in robot so I can make sure she understands me!